if you have any doubts about dating me, please don't have me make all these changes in my schedule and get all dressed up and excited, then email me while i'm at work right before our date to say you're "too emotionally fucked up" to hang out.
i'll probably erase this later. i don't like bitching on livejournal. or at all.
i just feel so fucking undesireable. (wrong word, but i can't think of the correct one)